Wednesday, January 27, 2010

i just had an ephipany

and NO, I do not need to go to Tiffany's...i need to grow up

Im going thru this Peter Pan stage..Every since i turned 20 i've been thinking that these years are about to start flying...and I don't know what the hell I'am going to do. I liked being 19. 19 although young, is just like you have your whole life ahead of you; Now 20 is staring at me like "Bitch, get a job. GROW UP. Stop playing." And Im not so receptive to my 20's as I thought would be. I don't care about my 1st drink, my 1st time in the casino--been there done that. Im talking about my 1st time as a GROWN UP. Like after college, get a spot, pay bills, cook dinner type school....WHATT??? I remember when I was 10 and my sister was 19, I used to think she was so GROWN. But now im not as grown as she was. Shit, now she not as grown as I thought she was. Being a grown up, is something we aspire for..No, not me. Someone come take care of me. Lol. With all seriousness. Im spoiled with being young. I think thats why I decided to name the blog "Forever Young".

ill be back with more of this....
and remember im forever gonna keep it 103