Monday, January 31, 2011


i dont even know how to ignore you
ahhh, you make me crazy.
lol, but i just LOVE you so much...

crazy, crazy

top 6

always on repeat- Monica- Superman, Here I am and One in a Lifetime

My favorite song(s) on repeat:
Sure Thing-Miguel
My Piece- Miguel
Excuse Me- Jazmine Sullivan
Long Way Down- Keyshia Cole
Don't Deserve You- Lloyd Banks ft Jeremih
Start it Up- Lloyd Banks


you get on my nerves.
my last fucking nerve.


i miss simplicity.

i think i made a wrong turn back there somewhere

sometimes i think im living another life
i dont know what the fcuk im doing
i dont know whats next im just waiting
waiting on God to rescue me.

What you won't stand for, but you do anyway...

being that no one reads my blog but myself, its actually like a personal diary. 
i hate that i know shit and i never have the balls to say it
i hate baby mommas
i dont wanna say i hate baby mommas because someones gonna think im talking about dres baby mama and im not
but i swear that i will never be a baby momma i will only be a wife
i changed my number
i miss my old number
i can write to vent my feelings because its the only outlet i have
my life is an open book basically because i dont have one
my whole life besides my school life revolves around a nigga
and who knows what he is doing
atleast i can admit it
im not ashamed
even if he is a cheater, id leave before i ever cheated
its just not for me
im completely satisfied 
even if i give give give
but you know the story
maybe someone will read this and say
"she is dumb"
but think what you want
its my life and i can make all the mistakes i want