Am I really that bad?

Men like women who are unavailable. Even in relationships. I am always available. So that equates that my man gets annoyed by me frequently.

So I guess here is where I admit my flaws: I am that girlfriend who calls and text all day and it is solely because I have no one else to call and text all day. 

I love my boyfriend but maybe I need other things to do. Like read a book. Write on the blog more...I don't know. 

I need to figure out how to have my own life. smh 

the trending topic on twitter is #iprefer and I generally I don't participate in shit like that so I wont participate on twitter but I will on this blog

#iprefer you over anything in the world
#iprefer to not be ignored; just respond

#iprefer loving you

#iprefer making love to you

#iprefer youandI.com meandyou.com

#iprefer you being my bestfriend, my homie, lover and friend. 

#iprefer us

#iprefer talking it out, over fighting 

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what does it mean when you say "i want you'' but your actions prove a little less than that.

questions

Im stuck in a place and I don’t know where im going. I don’t know where im going because I have yet to ask questions..I have yet to ask what is this?? But now its to late. I have let so much time pass by without asking “what is this” that it is just to late. And personally I don’t wanna hear the wrong answer. I don’t wanna jinx what we don’t have and double jinx what we do...

Time to ask questions:

Is it possible to be mentally stimulated by someone but feel no sexual connection?

Is it possible to be physically stimulated and tempted by someone but have no mental stimulation?

Is it time to ask where do I stand? Or is it to late?

Should I ask questions that I KNOW will never be answered?

Should I put myself out there knowing there is nothing to gain?

Is it ok to not know anything?

Have you ever wanted something that you wish you didn’t want?

Ever needed something, you knew you wouldn’t get?

I guess that would be a want but must things you think you need, are things that you really want

don't smash the homies

If you smash the homies:

1. You will forever be the girl who smashed the homie
2. Even if he "wife's" you, you will still feel uncomfortable
3. Who ever you smashed will always look at you when you walk in the room like "i hit that"

4. Your "man" will never trust you

5. Did you not see Ray J...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g6YlAMu0H0Y

6. You just can't smash the homies

7. If you smash one of the homies, you will smash more...or at least they will try you

this is serious....

so word to the wise, do not smash the homies