y.o.u

i dont even know how to ignore you
smh
ahhh, you make me crazy.
lol, but i just LOVE you so much...




crazy, crazy

top 6

always on repeat- Monica- Superman, Here I am and One in a Lifetime

My favorite song(s) on repeat:
Sure Thing-Miguel
My Piece- Miguel

Excuse Me- Jazmine Sullivan
Long Way Down- Keyshia Cole
Don't Deserve You- Lloyd Banks ft Jeremih
Start it Up- Lloyd Banks

nerves

you get on my nerves.
nerves
nerves
my last fucking nerve.

simple

i miss simplicity.

i think i made a wrong turn back there somewhere

sometimes i think im living another life
i dont know what the fcuk im doing
i dont know whats next im just waiting
waiting on God to rescue me.

What you won't stand for, but you do anyway...

being that no one reads my blog but myself, its actually like a personal diary. 

i hate that i know shit and i never have the balls to say it

i hate baby mommas

i dont wanna say i hate baby mommas because someones gonna think im talking about dres baby mama and im not

but i swear that i will never be a baby momma i will only be a wife

i changed my number

i miss my old number

i can write to vent my feelings because its the only outlet i have

my life is an open book basically because i dont have one

my whole life besides my school life revolves around a nigga

and who knows what he is doing

atleast i can admit it

im not ashamed

even if he is a cheater, id leave before i ever cheated

its just not for me

im completely satisfied 

even if i give give give

but you know the story

maybe someone will read this and say

"she is dumb"

but think what you want

its my life and i can make all the mistakes i want