Single me...

i've been single. im currently in a relationship. i don't know how i like it, when your single you move on your own drum, when your in a relationship you move as a unit. Units? Me? I move as a single force; i like it that way. I like it, but im wondering "did my ex screw me over so bad, that i'd rather just be alone?" but wait--back to this relationship thing, how does this work again? Is the single Jasmin anti-relationship? or is the single Jasmin just not ready for the relationship Jasmin.

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what does it mean when you say "i want you'' but your actions prove a little less than that.

do you believe in Love?

Is Love that thing that makes your heart go pitter patter? or is it that thing that makes you go crazy after you see your ex in the club with his new boo? For me its that feeling of going from 1 to 100 in 20 seconds...its that feeling that makes me smile when someone mentions your name....but it is also that feeling, that has you sitting by the phone-waiting for him/her to call...it's the thought "maybe I have no service" but your phone rings and its just not him...

maybe everybody has a different type of love...some Love is demanding, some love takes time, some love teaches and some love takes but what kind of love are you offering? I think my love is submissive. I want my man to feel like a man...but the man who loves me has to be a MAN (age means nothing) but by a man---i just mean, Confident, Intelligent, Strong, Demanding, Aggressive he has to say the right things at the right time...he has to treat me like its just ME...Not all the time but enough that I don't notice that he doesn't.

but my question remains, do YOU believe in Love? So, if you do what kind of Love do you give and what kind of Love do you want to receive in return? i want to give you non-stop love when I love you. Im waiting for the day when I fall in Love again...because this time I won't Love like last time because it was too much, wayyyy tooo MUCCCCHHHHH...

Im BACKKKKKK

Im back like I never left the scene...

I been gone for a minute/now im back with the jump off/ goons in the club incase something jumps off...All we wanna do is party and buy everybody at the bar CIROC/Black Barbie dressed in Bvlgari/ I'm trying to leave on somebody's Ferrari

I know I've been gone for months lol...it is not like I have a 103 followers but I write for myself so that eventually you people will come around...I love to write about how im feeling, and what I see

So Tuesday, I woke up with a stiff neck and a fever of about 102.3...now ask Jeezy who keeps it real lol...I keep it real, real hot! LITERALLY...But being in my bed for 3-4 WHOLE DAYS ALONE, gave me more personal time than I needed..I began to think of the things I forgot about, dream about things I never even thought of...

I realized that I don't know what I want and whenever I make plans the BIG MAN upstairs laughs at me...He knows I don't know...so I am assuming that its ok, that as long as I meet Him halfway He will hold me down.

Now back to me being sick, it was like the worst sick i've been in forever...my throat was soooo swollen I couldn't talk, I couldn't eat, I couldn't take tests, I couldn't do homework and I couldn't take my ass to the club.So you already know it was MISERABLE...

but I had so much time to think and yall not ready for what I got for yall...It's gonna be a slow and steady movement but once it hits you, you gonna wish you was my homegirl...

Summer 2010 we going in..."If you aint speaking money, than you aint speaking my language..."