just thinking

I have to stop and catch my breath. Have you ever been afraid of something that seemed perfect but been willing and open to something that was unstable? That is me. All of that running around, got me falling. What do you do when your heart and brain are on two different pages? and when they're on different pages it is so scary...I want to follow something...I want to follow the same road that will lead me somewhere but I have no clue where the hell I want to go. Crazy. Im going crazy. That is pretty much it. I don't want to lose control.

MONEY or LOVE?

My heart is not connected to my brain

My heart would say it's ok, just follow me...

but my brain would say 'Jasmin stop and think about the pros and cons.'

My heart would say it's ok, give him a second chance

but my brain would say 'Jasmin, do what is best for you, don't live for what-ifs'

My heart would let you love me

but my brain would say 'Jasmin, THINK'

My heart would say be happy for right now

but my brain would say 'Jasmin, be happy forever; don't settle for the now'

My heart would fall madly in love

but my brain would say 'just relax, you have time'

My heart would be in a rush, just to be broke

my brain would allow me to ease the pain