Are you telling the truth?

I wonder sometimes what will bring the truth out of certain people AND then I find myself wondering why do you even lie? Was the purpose of this lie to passify and or justify your actions? But trust, that everything that is done in the dark will definately come to the light. Sometimes I wonder why? Why do I do the things that I do; living my life like its just for you? I didn't mean for that to be a corny rhyme but really I want to know. I can not figure out what I am actually doing wrong but I do know that I am not doing everything the right way. But what is the point of lies? I guess to protect you, maybe to even hold you over...

You say that you love me...
are you telling the truth
You say that it's just me and you...
are you telling the truth
You say that we can conquer the world...
but i can barely conquer all of you...
are you telling the truth
You say if there is a storm, we can endure it together...
but it's storming outside
are you telling the truth
You say yes, but maybe you mean no
You said that everything would work out...
I'am still waiting
are you telling the truth
Im always waiting, but what am I waiting for?
Am I waiting for you to tell the truth???

Scream.

I want to stand on top of one of the tallest mountains and let out a monstrous-loud scream. I want to scream, not because I have anything to scream about but because it always looks so damn cool.

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now, don't get me wrong

it's not all bad

sometimes it's so good, that im waiting for it to turn bad

but when it's bad, i sit and think

i think of everything thats ever happened

and i remember what it felt like

to be in pain, and to be confused

confusion, does not work for me

i like to be in the YES and not the MAYBE

i like it when me and him are happy

because we make happy look great